Messy thoughts.

What to write, hmmmm...damn boring recently.

Friend's friend breaking up with boyfriend. Again~ another case...the feeling is damn terrible whenever you heard these kind of news from the people around you. My thought is damn messy right now. @@ 

A lot of things coming out from my mind now and I don't know which to start first. Why is people still love to flirt with girls/guys while he/she is actually in a relationship?

Like you don't wish to see your another half to do this as well right? What is wrong with the people recently? If you want to be friendly then be friendly in a right way~ Don't make others to misunderstand the whole thing and then you gotta explain it like "nawwwww, I was trying to be friendly baby. <3" Please la, that was a damn stupid excuse given and makes you look like a dumb shit...

Be loyalty to your partner please, they give you all their efforts which they actually do not have the responsibility to do so and you should appreciate it. Do your good deeds as a boyfriend/girlfriend. I believe in karma, you gonna pay for it you know?

Okay, back to me, myself and I...huahhhh, still got a month to go for my training in MAS. Damn it....I've been slacking the whole 6 months people, half yeaaaaaaar! GANNNNNNN~

Really vomit blood..lifeless daysssss and my savings as expected, BURNT! haha. Need incomes...I want shopping spree, I want my savings back. ><

I am actually in a cafe and waiting for my bf to knock off. That is all to share at the moment. BuaizZzz~

Another song to share by Priscilla Ahn. :)

The 5th month and its gonna be 6th...WTF

Happy 5.5 months old to my jobless life. ==

Ya, I've been an 无业游民 for almost 6 months. 

Been looking for job in SG and also Msia.. but seems like it didn't work well. 

Sighhh. I have been looking for job mainly in SG, but the truth was SG is cutting their foreign worker visa's quota.

So, its even harder to get a job in SG now and maybe in future too. 

And last week, I went to the MAS interview in Penang which held in Royal Penang Hotel. 

I feel glad that I've passed the interview and going to be a cabin crew soon.

But, a lot to prepare!! DAMN LOT~ Especially for the agreements. 

Briefly share about the process of the interview that I've been gone thru. It consisted of 5 stages.

1st stage was the  height and weight measurements.

2nd stage was the self-introduction and random questions will be given by the interviewers after the self-intro.

3rd stage was the skin check session, candidates will be asked to do the catwalk too.

4th stage was the pre-final interview, the candidates will be given a topic and then we CHAT. The topic given was "which language is the most essential one for the cabin crew and why?" And ya, chatting as in the way you gossiping with your best friends in a cafe.  

5th stage was the final interview which actually should be conducted on the second day after you've passing the pre-final but there were not much candidates on the day, so they decided to settle everything on the same day. The 5th stage was about self-introduction again and candidates will be given a passage, and they gotta read it out clearly. After these whole thing, the interviewers will ask deeper questions like "why are you here?" "you studied science subject, but why you decided to join us as a cc?"

After I've passed the whole interview, they will brief you about the preparation like which documents should be ready before the cc's training. It was ended around 5.30pm. What a tough day for me. 

So, YEAHHH! congratess to myself! January shall start my training. Hope everything would be fine and smooth.

Would like to share a song as well in this post. :)

She is really a talented singer! 

Fragile Relationship

最近，有几位朋友说她们开始不清楚到底对她们的男朋友还存有爱情

还是已经把所仅有的爱情慢慢的变成了友情。

其实我真的觉得好可怕，感情这东西真的很脆弱，就明明一开始你是爱他的，然后...

你觉得好像真的不是这么的爱他，可对方对你无微不致的爱让你措手不及。

因由你看的世界比他多了，你觉得还有很多东西还没做够，你很想尽情地去做。

所以你慢慢把你爱他的心给埋没了而有可能你自己也不知道。你以为你开始不爱他了。

也有可能你觉得这世界比他好一百倍的男人还多的是，你不怕在将来没能找到一个。

（所谓的“好”男人，就是事业有成，英俊潇洒，孝顺礼貌，但不包对你忠心。）

那你又知道，这些好男人当中又有几个真的能忍得住你的脾气和任性呢？

你真的舍得这辛辛苦苦经营的爱情就这样给放弃了吗？

我也知道爱一个人不是时间能证明一切，

可是难道到老的时候又觉得其实你不是很爱你那身边的老头子，又想换一个么？

人总会有迷茫的时候，我承认我也有，可我很快的又醒过来了。

人可以很贪心，可不是在爱情上。反过来想想如果你的另一半有这么个想法的时候，你会开心吗？公平吗？

你要知道这世界上分手的人很多，能找到你爱他，他更爱你的又有几个？

很多想有的都没有呢。你应该珍惜。

别失去的时候才开始不甘心，觉得不公平，那我只能跟你说你活该，也没得你后悔了。

以上也只是个人的意见，也只能apply在某些情况里。

不是说看不起那些不会珍惜的人，

只是不想看到自己的朋友后悔。

如果几番思虑还是决定要分开的话，那我也会祝福你能早日找到你的幸福。：） 

是真心的祝福你的。

LOL. From Diana Ross - Ain't No Mountain High Enough

Back to the home-sweet-home

Resigned and back to Malaysia as planned.

I miss all my friends in Macau. They're working hard to earn money for their future.

I miss hanging out with them. They took care of me when I was in Macau, helped me a lot.

I miss my hostel in Macau. Used to chit chat with my roommates at the living room, about anything and everything.

I miss the environment in Macau. Safe and slow. haha, ya sloooowwwww~ They walk slowly, safely without disturbing the people around. As in Malaysia, there are a lot of Malay and Indian guys love to sit beside the road and that's quite annoying. I am not trying to be racist but that's the truth that I've faced for most of the time when I am walking on the street. 

Robbery and snatching cases are increasing. These made me become damn paranoid when I am out from my house, like "will there be anybody walking behind me?", "will there be someone who trying to snatch my bag ?" and all. I will think of all the ways to avoid myself to get into these troubles. AND THEN I will start thinking like "do I need to bring a knife or cutter with me when I am out?" "do I need to wear like an aunty when I am out?"...WTH, I am over reacting. hahaha. Wait, I even dreamt of I've killed a thief by using a fork, YESHH FORK. Stab 9 him until he die (Sorry being rude, I used to be a GOOD  girl and don't even speak vulgar to anybody, but I am too too too too worry about it for all these while). Damn scary right? hahaha.

Okay, so I'm unemployed now. Plan to go to Singapore and look for job. Imma try the interview at SIA( Singapore Intenational Airline) first. Singapore is a safe country, muuuuch safer than Malaysia. I've planned to go to Singapore for a vacation first, visit friends and all. Huhu, cant wait to see all my friends there. 

Oh yeah, recently I am quite obsessed with a korean singer, Cho KyuHyun. 

He's cute right? Muaaahahaha!

A very good and talented singer in Korea. haha. He is from Super Junior group, I guess most of you know about this also. Too bad, I've missed the concert in Singapore which just held not long ago. Wish he will come back soon again, I am sure I will die die go chase you!! LOLx

Would like to share a song of his.

人，仁。

近来，我都看到我国家，马来西亚，发生了很多不开心，不好，让人看了会当场愤怒的新闻。

人到底发生了什么事了啊？

人性，人心，都还在吗？ 

真是让人心寒啊。

今天，去了我在澳门最爱的女人，Carrie的宿舍作客。

澳门我最爱的女人！

她搬了新家就去了那看看。 还蛮好的，就贵了点。:)

她真的真的对我很好。

她是永远的那个在我很伤心，无助的时候，拉我一把然后跟我说：“来，不怕，有姐在。”的好姐姐。我看我应该永远也找不到有谁比她对我更好的女人吧。（当然除了我妈以外）

话说回来，我今天遇到几个好人 :)　不是说他们做了什么特别好的事。可是对我来说已经很难找到的好事了。

1. Carrie知道我刚刚去她宿舍的途中说了一句“哇，好冷啊！”　在她要陪我去搭车的时候，她帮我披上了一件外套说：“来，披上，不然不可以出门。”我当时真的差点就飚泪了。然后陪我去搭车。上车后还问了我一句：“到家记得要干嘛？”　我答：“text you."　她说：“好！:)”

她的外套

2. 上了的士，车走到半途，司机叔叔问了一句：“靓女，你冻唔冻啊？今日几冻嘎。”　我当场都暖了，还会觉得冷吗？哈哈　然后到了，给钱，找钱，司机叔叔又说：“收好钱先好落车啊。”

3. 回到宿舍楼下要拿卡开大门，可是手上拿着很多东西，所以找卡很难，看更叔叔就急忙跑出来帮我开门，以为我忘了带卡还是什么的。

这几样好事足以让我开心一整天了。:)

现在能遇到的好事真的是少之又少啊。真的，你帮人，人帮你，心情真的会好很多很多。

人类啊，你们要加油啊！

昨天买了个钱包，好喜欢啊。哈哈

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Song of the month again! :)

Life of Feb.

Hou fan ar! Once I think about the money, then headache.

I came to Macau for the high paid job and of course for discovering different places la! ;D

Getting used to Macau life, I can go wherever I want and walk at night alone as long as I wanted to!

But if I am staying in Malaysia, then I need a vehicle, a man and maybe a KNIFE.

Malaysia dangerous la! Hang out with friends at night sometimes also need to think before I out.

Robbery cases, murder cases, accidents all increasing. 

Go out = DIE 

Damn horrible right? This is how "MALAYSIA" tastes like. IT TASTES LIKE SHIT. Blueksss!

But still, I love Malaysia! *PEACE YO*

Peace okay? Peace!

So, went to Hong Kong one-day-trip with my colleague, Emma Li! :) She rocks.  

She brought me to Forever 21, H&M, Cotton On and  blah blah blah, and....we shopped effing hard there! ;D

That was a crazy day for us. We worked night shift, I worked till 4am, and she worked till 6am.

So basically we didn't sleep for 24 hours. 

After showered, I waited like few hours like that, then departed to Macau Ferry Terminal. 

We took the 9.15am ferry to Hong Kong. We were too excited and we forgot to sleep in the ferry. We talked...and were camwhoring.. 

Erm, ya..camwhoring.

We were supposed to sleep and save our batteries for shopping and...WALKING. 

Our first station was, Japanese restaurant <豚王>, the delicious Ramen, but it closed! FfFFFffffffffff...

So we went  to another Japanese restaurant and ordered sashimi sets. Satisfied.

Then we started our shopping journey.......

GOSH, we were out of control! We shopped like orang gila. 

And non-stop walking like we've got 100hours' sleep before the day. 

Energy max to 100%.

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2.

Dog dog soooo cute!

Around 4pm, we were finally low bat. 

Our brain couldn't even functioning well already, and we were like".............".

*Dreaming*

We took a break in a restaurant.

Then, we continue walking again, nothing we wanted  to shop anymore. So we decided to leave Hong Kong.

We were like FAINTED in the ferry.

Sleep like no one business! :D 

A nice shopping trip for us! Indeed. 

Whee~~

Song of the month..Ingrid Michaelson-Everybody

*2013*

How I celebrate my 2013? 

Working morning shift the next day. 

So I texted some of my besties and slept! :)

So JUST LIKE THAT...

no countdown no celebration~ 

And then, I have taken leaves on the 16th of January- 19th of January.

So I was like working and waiting, waiting, 

and waiting and waiting to go back to my hometown, MALAYSIA! 

Miss the food there, miss the people there!

And I just got back from Malaysia. 

Shopped hard with my boy! 

Gifts for him and myself...<3

Shopped for our CNY stuffs and accompanied families.

Yea, spent a lot! So so effin' broke now~ ;D

Bought this top and dress with a very reasonable price ar, I am not spending like those donkeys without looking at the price tag! haha..

AwHhHHhhhh, the feeling is awful now as I don't feel like coming back to Macau and work!

Came back on the 19th and then today is my off day again,

decided to stay at home and play with my new camera which gifted by my boy! 

Love it sooooo much! Thank you and I love you! <3

This is the cutie camera. Cute right?  :)

Took it by using the new camie~ :) 

Testing testing~ ;P

And now I am chilling in the living room and listening to some musics.

Addicted to "Ellie Goulding-Light(Shook Mix)"  

Time flies, now is end of January already..PhewwwW~
Needa work hard for the brand new month, FEBRUARY!
Angpau many many please! Pray hard for that! ;P

And then March is coming soon (macam yes gam),
One of my besties will be coming to work,
excited! Hope she able to adapt here as soon as possible. 
Michelle! I am waiting you here! :) chehhh~

End of the blog. Taaaaaaa~ Lameeee~